I have been so busy putting the blame on you.

Pointing my finger even though the truth I knew.

I have been stating that it is only your fault.

Keeping you silent with constant verbal assault.

But that is only keeping us further apart.

Because the feelings I have I hide in my heart.

For that I am deeply sorry Please forgive me.

I am also sorry for the way I treat thee.

I know that it was only I who closed you out,

And I who hid from you what I am all about.

Thank you for staying even with how I treated you.

With everything I have done and have put you through

With this said, here and now I make a promise to you

To let you into my heart and to always be true.

– Written on May 1, 1999